The most DISTURBING nun! + New Video!

Hallo! I am still having difficulties with video creation (as shown at the complete end of the video) but I have found some minor solutions to my main issues! Videos may not be every other Friday as they were before but I’m hoping to have videos come out at least every now and then.

So this Friday I have a new horror game I found on Itch.io! I really enjoyed it and hope to play it again as it seems to have multiple endings! I only wish it was longer but as I stated at the beginning I believe they said it was for a “two minute horror jam”.

This place is weird! + New video!

I’m back! There were some personal things keeping me from being able to work at my best so I had to take a break but here I am again! (Still pretty bad but better enough that I managed to keep from being too negative in the video ^-^; )

Today I played a puzzle game called “Wyst” with floating fish things made of rock within a polygonal world.

Another Miss This Week

I got myself a replacement screen recorder and attempted to record a new video, but my audio recorder messed up and all the audio was completely unusable.

Now I’m going to try and find an alternate way to record my audio haha, so I guess everything is going to have to be redone. It’s almost like I’m starting over.

So hopefully NEXT week nothing goes wrong and I can get a video out on time then.

No Video This Week

I’ve exhausted myself with other things for a majority of the day and with the sudden strong heat I felt too tired to work on anything so I probably won’t be getting a video up this week, my apologies for that… (and if I do it might be rushed…)

Not sure if I’ll announce what it was I had spent most of my time on today since it probably wouldn’t be of interest to anyone but I did want to at least apologize if there’s no video Friday.

Temporary Video Change

Hallo hallo! I’ve decided to temporarily change my video upload schedule! I’ve changed it to one video a week! this should give me enough time while I play around with my recording settings and make my comic!

I can’t guarantee it’ll work out 100% because I’m still unsure of what to do a video for next but hopefully it’ll do for the time being still.

In terms of Vtubing…

In this day and age it feels as if there is no possible form of escapism, you can’t do anything without angering someone and you can’t say anything without being *insert name here* and no matter where you go or what you do someone is going to bring the “P” word into it…

Lately it’s all been eating at me, and with OBS doing the crap it’s doing I’ve been attempting to use my alternate recording software to really no avail and to much anger.

I decided to go back to OBS and I’m currently working on fixing it again but my patience is low so I’m not too sure when it will be up and running properly again.

If you’re willing to wait bless you, you are a saint. I’ll try and do my best to get it up in a couple of days and hopefully all this nastiness will be clear of my mind again since it obviously won’t have faded from reality any time soon. Thank you for reading this and sorry for the rant-ish vibe this has haha.

I’ve gotten a new outfit while I was gone too!

Big Issue

So, I recorded a new video early this morning, a drawing video. I did it no different from usual and immediately after recording went straight to editing. Nothing different from usual. After I finished all of the editing I went to export it, it failed, which isn’t different from usual, it takes two tries to export a video properly. I tried again for the second time; failed again. It’s 10 PM right now, still trying to export it. Tried five times now, onto my sixth and it’s still failing. The one time it worked it was a soundless, black screen….

I have no idea what’s going on but if my twelve minute drawing video (full drawing took 44 minutes) doesn’t export I’m gonna be real freaking peeved. Not to mention, if this one video isn’t exporting will any others in the future? I don’t know yet but I am honestly so angry right now…

A Few Small Problems…

So, I haven’t done anything today. I became fairly busy in the later half of the day and during the first half, well…

All of a sudden I’ve been hit with intense feelings of nervousness and haven’t been able to successfully convince myself to do anything, so I’ve been making a Vroid outfit and playing in MMD pretty much.

The thought of doing a live stream suddenly made me very nervous and, despite the fact youtube seems to be “working” (I’ll use that word lightly) my nerves are all over the place. I really do plan on trying to live stream but my nerves and paranoia are kind of overpowering right now. I might go back and do some videos first before trying to collect my nerves to do a live stream again.

Keep in mind I don’t plan on using youtube for them completely since it’s been pretty unreliable for a while, I’m just using it as a starting point. Thank you! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

Upcoming Plans + Quality and such

Hallo hallo. I’m not too sure if this really warrants a full post considering I shook off the idea multiple times on Twitter but here we are.

Since the very beginning I had plans for art videos, two ideas in specific, so my next video may be an attempt at a drawing video. I’m not too sure how to pull it off, one way is far harder than another I have in mind, if that makes sense.

This much I don’t think is too important but I will state that I’ve been playing around with my recording settings. I didn’t realize how poor my videos looked until yesterday, granted they look pretty decent on a TV (note I can’t see a thing without my glasses so I’m relying on others to tell me haha) but on a pc not so much. I think a main reason for the lack of quality might be because I recorded my screen REAAAALLY small without realizing it, so I’m hoping that fixes it at least a little bit. But just as a heads up, quality might be frequently changing, I don’t want people to be too put off by that. (;^ω^)

By the way! I will mention quickly that I added my gender as well as some of my other clothes full bodies to my About page. Just thought it might be helpful~!